Luna_Moth
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This was my father’s reaction to me after my mother told me she “knows for a fact” that I didn’t go through anything traumatic. My father proceeded to call me and this was how the texts went.
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Before this, I told my father that I showed signs of someone who may have been sexually abused as a kid according to a few therapists. A psychiatrist diagnosed me with PTSD and DPDR. He proceeded to say I would remember it if it happened and then asked if I had sex before slutshaming me. He went on a tangent about how he and my mother don’t need therapy because they’ve found God. When he saw me struggling he told me that I didn’t seek out God enough and that that is why I’m suffering. I was literally 4 years old when I started showing symptoms.
A week later, my father called me and my mom proceeded to comment in the background. That caused me to age regress into a terrified little girl even more than I already was. I ended up watching a toddler show to self-soothe.
When he came to a therapy session with me through telehealth, he admitted to putting me through somatic therapy as a small child. It is a modality used to address trauma stored in the body. Yet he denies I have any trauma.
Years before this my mother accused me of having false memories implanted in my head by a therapist after I put up boundaries. The words I told her was “I see right through you and I know what you’re trying to do”. I was referring to her constant taunting after I suggested she goes to therapy with me. This went on for 6 years before this blew up. I never mentioned memories, so I don’t know where she got that from. What’s crazy is that this was way before I realized I had trauma. It was three years before I was diagnosed with C-PTSD. She gathered up the family and tried to convince them that I was brainwashed by a therapist and threatened to throw me in a psych ward just for stating that to her.
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Before this, I told my father that I showed signs of someone who may have been sexually abused as a kid according to a few therapists. A psychiatrist diagnosed me with PTSD and DPDR. He proceeded to say I would remember it if it happened and then asked if I had sex before slutshaming me. He went on a tangent about how he and my mother don’t need therapy because they’ve found God. When he saw me struggling he told me that I didn’t seek out God enough and that that is why I’m suffering. I was literally 4 years old when I started showing symptoms.
A week later, my father called me and my mom proceeded to comment in the background. That caused me to age regress into a terrified little girl even more than I already was. I ended up watching a toddler show to self-soothe.
When he came to a therapy session with me through telehealth, he admitted to putting me through somatic therapy as a small child. It is a modality used to address trauma stored in the body. Yet he denies I have any trauma.
Years before this my mother accused me of having false memories implanted in my head by a therapist after I put up boundaries. The words I told her was “I see right through you and I know what you’re trying to do”. I was referring to her constant taunting after I suggested she goes to therapy with me. This went on for 6 years before this blew up. I never mentioned memories, so I don’t know where she got that from. What’s crazy is that this was way before I realized I had trauma. It was three years before I was diagnosed with C-PTSD. She gathered up the family and tried to convince them that I was brainwashed by a therapist and threatened to throw me in a psych ward just for stating that to her.
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