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Depressive thought - Not fitting in & fairytale idea of what life will be.

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Punky143

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For years now, we (did parts) and I have always been convinced we just don't fit into this world and truly feel we're in the wrong one. I know, it sounds like I'm crazy, probably are. Or perhaps it's the overall disappointment I have with how my life turned out. As a kid, you have this fairy tale version of the life and it just doesn't turn out that way.
 
As a kid, you have this fairy tale version of the life and it just doesn't turn out that way.
This is where the adult part is needed to tell the kid that even though the fairy tale is just that, you all are going to be okay and there’s a place for you—you’re a part of this wild world.
 
For years now, we (did parts) and I have always been convinced we just don't fit into this world and truly feel we're in the wrong one. I know, it sounds like I'm crazy, probably are. Or perhaps it's the overall disappointment I have with how my life turned out. As a kid, you have this fairy tale version of the life and it just doesn't turn out that way.
I know I had this

When I was younger, I thought I'd go to university and Perhaps get a job working at an amusement park.
Of course, that was before my body was too badly damaged to work, and before I failed school. Here's me wanting to go to university and I couldn't even get passed elementary

Sometimes I hate the fact that this is the only chance at life you get, because my one is screwed, and for the longest time, I heled on to the belief that this life was a simulator and not the real thing.

Now I know, and it sucks..
 
For years now, we (did parts) and I have always been convinced we just don't fit into this world
So you have a core belief that everyone else DOES somehow fit into the world? Or most people (except who, is useful to look at) fit into the world?

Ever looked at why? Or whom? Etc.?

As a kid, you have this fairy tale version of the life and it just doesn't turn out that way.

What’s your fairytale?

PURE, genuine interest. As my own fairytale never seems to line up with others, I am fascinated by what others believe/desire as their best lives. What “should” be. Or is “supposed” to be. Or what they want, contrary to others in their local pond.
 
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