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Yes, I have come quite a ways, thanks. The thing that I regret so much is that, I had just been *starting* to deal with my feelings about my Mom and Dad when the breakdown happened. To me, this was caused by the car accident and even more so, the insurance company. But he kept insisting it was abuse as a child - it made me hate my Mom again, after so many years of making peace with her. We made good strides while she was alive.
But now I feel like I've dishonoured the dead. It was such a confusing and overwhelming time, I didn't know what to believe and reverted to the mindset and beliefs I had as an angry teenager. I feel so guilty and ashamed.
But now I feel like I've dishonoured the dead. It was such a confusing and overwhelming time, I didn't know what to believe and reverted to the mindset and beliefs I had as an angry teenager. I feel so guilty and ashamed.