Cypress
Confident
all sounds great but tbh it's been extremely hard since integration. After a lifetime of not dealing with things and dissociating instead,having to face and deal with everything is difficult.It hasn't been as great as it would seem to be.
I was wondering about that. I’m starting to realize that I use dissociation as a crutch - even though it does not feel voluntary- there is some break point where I give in to it and let someone inside come out.