I am really scared, I feel like what if I have mixed up and confused my memories and said things that were not true or that have been exaggerated?
I worry a lot about other people not believing me because some things were just so f*cked up and I also sometimes don't believe myself.
I especially don't know how the same kind of things happened with more than one person. Like am I making that up or was it actually that bad.
I am really scared. I feel confident in the things I remember in isolation but when I put it all together I just think really how could all that happen.
Not just about what happened csa stuff but the people who knew and didn't help. What if I am making that bit up because I want someone to have known but actually they didn't know do I want them to have seen but maybe they didn't really or do I not want to admit that they did see or know. I am so confused.
I worry a lot about other people not believing me because some things were just so f*cked up and I also sometimes don't believe myself.
I especially don't know how the same kind of things happened with more than one person. Like am I making that up or was it actually that bad.
I am really scared. I feel confident in the things I remember in isolation but when I put it all together I just think really how could all that happen.
Not just about what happened csa stuff but the people who knew and didn't help. What if I am making that bit up because I want someone to have known but actually they didn't know do I want them to have seen but maybe they didn't really or do I not want to admit that they did see or know. I am so confused.