Drained

[Purl04]

I suppose I'm starting to feel like no one would really care if I wasn't here anymore.

I feel like there isn't really anywhere I fit in. I've tried to recently but the energy it takes to be around people is draining me and the only person I thought was worth that energy is gone now and it turns out he wasn't really worth it anyway.

I wish I had someone I could turn to, someone I could rely on but I don't. Its just me.

Physically it's like everything is ending, my heart hurts, my stomach is turning and I feel sick all the time. I'm sure this will pass in time like with every anxiety attack but for now I feel like I'm stuck in limbo waiting for life to feel real again. To feel like I'm real.

 

[ladee]

Glad You found us and reached out. We don't know you or your story but we do care. So Many of us right where you are.
People here are going to understand. You will be amazed at how much support you will receive.
Tell us a little more and let us know what you need.
We will do our best to help...you are not alone. We do understand! Welcome!

 

[jade53]

It's easy to fit in here and many completely understand how draining it is to be around people. I do anyway

 

[Helper]

Don't worry with time all heals. Just be patient it's sounds like to me you be been throught a break up " turns out he wants worth it anyway". But it's okay There are people here for you i promise you may not see it now but people do care for you. I hope all goes well with your life you have my support if you need to talk I will listen just leave a reply. Good luck with life try to stay positive.

 

[anthony]

Its just me.

Not any more... welcome to peer support.