Does anyone else know anything about having an unconscious dual view of their trauma?
I realised recently I had a view that was beneath my conscious that my mother behaved the same as my attacker in my attack.(1st view). I got that view because my memory laid down wrong after my trauma due to stress and the threat of life. In essence, I couldn't tell the difference between my attacker and my mother in the trauma.
The false view didn't compute with all the other information I had on my mother.(The second view). As a result it felt like my brain kept going over these two views contantly in the form of flashbacks to work out which vastly different view was the true one.
I realised recently I had a view that was beneath my conscious that my mother behaved the same as my attacker in my attack.(1st view). I got that view because my memory laid down wrong after my trauma due to stress and the threat of life. In essence, I couldn't tell the difference between my attacker and my mother in the trauma.
The false view didn't compute with all the other information I had on my mother.(The second view). As a result it felt like my brain kept going over these two views contantly in the form of flashbacks to work out which vastly different view was the true one.
