snugglepuss
Bronze Member
There is a difference between MDMA and Ecstasy. MDMA is made in labs, under tight controls, and by people who have a crapload of education in chemistry. Ecstasy can be made by Joe Blow who lives next to you, and might include anything from speed to heroin to aspirin.
MDMA has been used for years now, and it was actually initially developed as a tool to be used by clinicians for therapy. MDMA falls into the category of empathogen or entactogen. It helps people to open up. MDMA was actually initially used BY the clinician so that they would be able to connect more fully with their clients. Then it was discovered that it helped to removed a lot of the fear that clients felt when talking to therapists and dealing with strong emotions.
I was in active addiction for years. My first and foremost addiction was to alcohol. I started drinking and using when I was 12/13. I tried a lot of different drugs. I know that I was trying to cope with cPTSD. I can honestly say for myself that the first time I tried ecstasy (which was tested and contained MDMA, not other contaminants), was the first time I ever felt alive. Those carefully constructed walls I spent years building had some incredibly important holes poked in them that night. I started talking about my trauma for the first time in my life.
Obviously it's not for everyone. And using it for partying is not using it responsibly. But from my own personal experiences with it, I can see how it has a valid place in the counselling rooms.
MDMA has been used for years now, and it was actually initially developed as a tool to be used by clinicians for therapy. MDMA falls into the category of empathogen or entactogen. It helps people to open up. MDMA was actually initially used BY the clinician so that they would be able to connect more fully with their clients. Then it was discovered that it helped to removed a lot of the fear that clients felt when talking to therapists and dealing with strong emotions.
I was in active addiction for years. My first and foremost addiction was to alcohol. I started drinking and using when I was 12/13. I tried a lot of different drugs. I know that I was trying to cope with cPTSD. I can honestly say for myself that the first time I tried ecstasy (which was tested and contained MDMA, not other contaminants), was the first time I ever felt alive. Those carefully constructed walls I spent years building had some incredibly important holes poked in them that night. I started talking about my trauma for the first time in my life.
Obviously it's not for everyone. And using it for partying is not using it responsibly. But from my own personal experiences with it, I can see how it has a valid place in the counselling rooms.