Taylormade73
New Here
Talk therepy shuts me down So my therapist has been encouraging me to try EMDR again. I did it a few times with my last therapist but I can’t handle the body sensations.. and when they ask where I feel it in my body I don’t want to say because it embarasses me. I was sexually abused repeatedly throughout my childhood by different perpetrators sometimes when I think about it I feel aroused but I don’t want to tell her that I feel that way while I’m sitting there in her office doing EMDR. And even if I try doing it on a different target my brain just loops back around to the sexual abuse. I just feel like she will think I’m a pervert because I have a long history of sexually compulsive behaviors.