End Game

[Alex1991]

sooo, its been over 2 months since iv been in work properly

also been waiting 3 months to get a psychologist referral on the national health service. STILL HEARD f*ck ALL. this is after chasing it up multiple times.

My docs solution....heres more citalopram. shutup and f*ck off.

Meanwhile...not working, sleeping AT ALL. fighting alot.
Iv got in a fight with some middle age bloke a few weeks back. Sunday i pulled my car across 2 lanes stopped got out and banged some guy who started shit with me an nearly f*cked up my (new) car.
kicked off with my bestfriend and was about to fight him till i got pinned an told to chill the f*ck out.

I have no money. I cant get any help or support untill im assessed. but OH f*ckIN YEAH...IV BEEN WAIT 3 f*ckING MONTHS.

they wont give me JSA as im still employed, I cant get sick pay. so as far as the government/army/NHS are concerned im starving to death and about to get my home repossesed as i can afford my mortgage.

so. Iv binned my meds, they can f*ck off. make me feel dull an shit. I cant feel anything. but i wana feel pissed off, i am f*cking angry.

Iv smoked weed pretty much nonstop all week just to get through a day without tearing someone to pieces.

I keep my phone switched off now as im sick of the bank trying to call me to give me more shit.

theres no football on......

what the f*ck

seriously

wana kill someone

 

[Zipperhead]

They do seem to have their own time schedule. Hurry the f*ck up and wait. I've been drowning myself in yard work for the last month. I got a better tan now then my last trip to the sand box. I've been putting in 14 hour days. Seems to be better when you don't have enough time to think about it. And the Smirnoff Ice goes down better too when your breaking a sweet. Hang in there man, don't let the bastards see you squirm.