siniang
Diamond Member
I've been wondering a little... is it actually easier to get re-traumatized or new trauma that could actually cause more/new (for lack of better wording) PTSD? I think we've been saying at one point or another that pre-existing trauma lowers the threshold for Cat A trauma - though I'm not sure this is actually true? Though it DOES make total sense to me.
Case in point, anecdote time.
With time, I've aquired fear of flying and on boats. Not to the point of phobias, but to the point of being majorly stressed, even panicky, when things don't go smoothly (as in turbulences and rough sea). I have no previous trauma from either of those two, but I can pinpoint the start of this specific anxiety to after PTSD-causing trauma - though not immediately, but more gradually. I remember more than one instance where I was stuck on a boat in rather rough seas. I've worked on boats in the past and this wouldn't have bothered me, didn't. But at some point this flipped. And while objectively I probably was never in actual danger - I was frigging f*cking scared the last few times this happened. Like absolutely terrified scared. Genuinely afraid for my life scared. While stuck. While having to completely trust others.
I don't think I got new PTSD from this, missing the symptoms - but I'm speaking hypothetically here. Could this actually happen when stuck in such kind of situations? Could the entire "Cat A trauma" thing shift when pre-traumatized?
Can PTSD actually be a self-reenforcing cycle like this?
And if so...how to break it? Like...should I actually work on those new fears or will they magically disappear if I work on the trauma/PTSD alone?
Can anyone even relate to what I mean?
Case in point, anecdote time.
With time, I've aquired fear of flying and on boats. Not to the point of phobias, but to the point of being majorly stressed, even panicky, when things don't go smoothly (as in turbulences and rough sea). I have no previous trauma from either of those two, but I can pinpoint the start of this specific anxiety to after PTSD-causing trauma - though not immediately, but more gradually. I remember more than one instance where I was stuck on a boat in rather rough seas. I've worked on boats in the past and this wouldn't have bothered me, didn't. But at some point this flipped. And while objectively I probably was never in actual danger - I was frigging f*cking scared the last few times this happened. Like absolutely terrified scared. Genuinely afraid for my life scared. While stuck. While having to completely trust others.
I don't think I got new PTSD from this, missing the symptoms - but I'm speaking hypothetically here. Could this actually happen when stuck in such kind of situations? Could the entire "Cat A trauma" thing shift when pre-traumatized?
Can PTSD actually be a self-reenforcing cycle like this?
And if so...how to break it? Like...should I actually work on those new fears or will they magically disappear if I work on the trauma/PTSD alone?
Can anyone even relate to what I mean?