:O_o: This is a thing?
I always just thought I was nuts. This happens to me pretty much every time I lie down. I feel like as soon as I am vertical I somehow am shrinking away. When I was a kid I remember I used to shrink so far I would like, fold into myself. It was like I ceased to exist. I remember wondering if that meant I was dead. It's happened my whole life. To the point where will sometimes sleep sitting against a wall corner on the floor because it irritates the living f*ck out of me and freaks me out. I also sometimes get the sensation that I'm a giant. Usually when I'm noticeably triggered. I always assumed that was something separate than this.
I always just thought I was nuts. This happens to me pretty much every time I lie down. I feel like as soon as I am vertical I somehow am shrinking away. When I was a kid I remember I used to shrink so far I would like, fold into myself. It was like I ceased to exist. I remember wondering if that meant I was dead. It's happened my whole life. To the point where will sometimes sleep sitting against a wall corner on the floor because it irritates the living f*ck out of me and freaks me out. I also sometimes get the sensation that I'm a giant. Usually when I'm noticeably triggered. I always assumed that was something separate than this.