Finally, A Forum I Can REALLY Say What's Happening

[RealityCheck]

What I saw today was that I've been isolating myself in fear that if I keep going on the way I'm going then something really bad is going to happen, kind of like I'm relating to myself as contaminated and it's better for everyone involved if I just stay inside my flat and have as minimal contact with anybody else as I possibly can. I know that I have to sort this out to move forward, well it's impossible to move forward and take whatever's going on with me. I just can't do it anymore. I have to look the tiger in the eye so to speak.

Yes, it's like I'm a master of de-sensitization and the circumstances I'm surrounding myself with are all too familiar and boring.... if I continue on I'm going to create some kind of big stress, or I'll attract it and have to deal with it. Again.

 

[James B.]

Hello And Welcome To The Forum

Hello RealityCheck, just wanted to stop by and say Hi. :hello:

Can relate to much of what you've written. Living with trauma sucks. Recovering from trauma sucks, but it does get better. Attitude is everything. :thumbs-up

Wishing you much strength and good luck on your path to a better life. :smile:


Take care,
James B.