Hello Everyone,:biggrin:
Happy Holidays to all! I know it can be hard around this time a year but i hope you all made the best of it.
I just wanted to share what has been going on with me these past couple of weeks.:biggrin:
I have been very depressed because ever since my parents divorced i have not seen my dad at all (its been a few months) no calls, no visits... i took it very hard and became very sad and angry which did not help with my hubby at all. We would get into arguements because of it....
Everytime i go through things that are hard he goes through them with me and i have felt so bad about that.
DD is doing so much better :biggrin: He has been so great to me lately...and to a point it scares me but i am really enjoying it on top of that i am trying my best to be good to him as well like he deserves... i still slip at times but i really am trying. :)
He made my christmas so wonderful....Bough me a huge real xmas tree in which i have never had before so that made me very happy and he took me out to get it when i was having one of the worst days ever...yelling and screaming that i didnt want to live anymore. He huged me, picked me up off the floor and i didnt even have to get "beautiful" or anything:biggrin: We went shopping together, we decorated the tree together and i even had the honor of taking pictures with him and my beagles in front of the tree for xmas eve!!!! :)
He bought me a mini tree for the bedroom as well.... I just feel very happy at the moment and lucky to have such a great guy in my life I dont know how long this will last and i am afraid every day that he will go back to that stranger that i dont like or that i will screw things up again...but i have learned to take one day at a time and appreciate him while he is well.... He is looking to become a firefighter so i am trying my best to support him as much as i can :biggrin: without being such a brat...
He has been very caring, and lovable...he hugs and gives my kisses :) We cuddle at night and i sleep so much better now :) I even get very excited that he shaved and dressed so nice and even sat next to me at christmas dinner :) Its like getting a treat!! :)
He is an amazing person and he has done so much for me....i just wanted to share with everyone that he means the world to me. I want to say thank you to everyone for the amazing support and advice! Without you guys i would have been so lost..and i hope to help someone here....anyone... i know how hard this is and how horrible days or even life may seem....Yet Everyone here is amazing and i am glad we are here for each other. You are all in my prayers...
Happy Holidays to all! I know it can be hard around this time a year but i hope you all made the best of it.
I just wanted to share what has been going on with me these past couple of weeks.:biggrin:
I have been very depressed because ever since my parents divorced i have not seen my dad at all (its been a few months) no calls, no visits... i took it very hard and became very sad and angry which did not help with my hubby at all. We would get into arguements because of it....
Everytime i go through things that are hard he goes through them with me and i have felt so bad about that.
DD is doing so much better :biggrin: He has been so great to me lately...and to a point it scares me but i am really enjoying it on top of that i am trying my best to be good to him as well like he deserves... i still slip at times but i really am trying. :)
He made my christmas so wonderful....Bough me a huge real xmas tree in which i have never had before so that made me very happy and he took me out to get it when i was having one of the worst days ever...yelling and screaming that i didnt want to live anymore. He huged me, picked me up off the floor and i didnt even have to get "beautiful" or anything:biggrin: We went shopping together, we decorated the tree together and i even had the honor of taking pictures with him and my beagles in front of the tree for xmas eve!!!! :)
He bought me a mini tree for the bedroom as well.... I just feel very happy at the moment and lucky to have such a great guy in my life I dont know how long this will last and i am afraid every day that he will go back to that stranger that i dont like or that i will screw things up again...but i have learned to take one day at a time and appreciate him while he is well.... He is looking to become a firefighter so i am trying my best to support him as much as i can :biggrin: without being such a brat...
He has been very caring, and lovable...he hugs and gives my kisses :) We cuddle at night and i sleep so much better now :) I even get very excited that he shaved and dressed so nice and even sat next to me at christmas dinner :) Its like getting a treat!! :)
He is an amazing person and he has done so much for me....i just wanted to share with everyone that he means the world to me. I want to say thank you to everyone for the amazing support and advice! Without you guys i would have been so lost..and i hope to help someone here....anyone... i know how hard this is and how horrible days or even life may seem....Yet Everyone here is amazing and i am glad we are here for each other. You are all in my prayers...