There is a term for dissociation clients in therapy...cannot recall the term but something bout sitting duck!
You were young, the times were different, and it is very likely you were dissociated or in a shock or decomposing and saving yourself.
Why are you looking for those memories is more important? I believe though, the body does not forget. If you sit on it and think of those times and meditate. you may get the feeling in your body or some parts...it may require a while or it may be under serious amnesia from dissociation. just my thoughts.
You were young, the times were different, and it is very likely you were dissociated or in a shock or decomposing and saving yourself.
Why are you looking for those memories is more important? I believe though, the body does not forget. If you sit on it and think of those times and meditate. you may get the feeling in your body or some parts...it may require a while or it may be under serious amnesia from dissociation. just my thoughts.