Funniest Anger Moment

[brodes]

Don;t you ever leave this site Tex, because when im havin a shit one ,only got to look and some of your threads mate and im rollin around the floor. Hope ya keepin well bro. Matt.:)

 

[brodes]

Shit if it wasn't for this site, i recon i would go nuts,shit what am i sayin, i am nuts..........:eek:

 

[No Folded Hands]

We're all either nuts or something, Matt. :D Now I know just how to act around Tex if something starts going down we can't run away from...hit the floor, watch to make sure I am out of his way, maybe put my arms up to protect my head, and remind myself that the combat-trained troops know what they're doing so stay the hell out of it unless they give me some directive, then do it,,,,the new version of duck and cover?

Oh, by the way, did I tell you I was "one shot away from Marksman" on the one and only occasion medcorp officers did pistol training? I know that's pretty poor sounding, but it seemed to surprise the trainer as I'd never used a gun before, and it stood out amidst all the can't hit the broadside of a barn shots from the rest, Must have been all that bow shooting.

Of course if we CAN run away from whatever it is, then I hope if I say so, I don't get knocked over to get me out of the way lol!

And civilians think I have trouble with authority! LOL!

 

[nomedic1]

Its funny how we do what we are trained to do and feel bad about it, I respond to conditions that I was trained to respond to, but afterwards I hate myself even more, my wife tells me I'm a good man and only if I could see this everything would be ok. Thats hard when I know what I have done in the past will always be there I judge myself on those things I have done, once I had civilian morals and I even dreamed of being the perfect paramedic(stupid). My demons will never let me attain that goal, but I can only hope I can do enough to learn to live with the true me.

 

[brodes]

All ya have to do No Folded Hands when threatened,do what they tought me in judo,Tuck & Roll,then run.........LoL:) And the 1 shot away from Marksman'' pretty impressive whats 1 shot , so lets say your are a marksman'' cool..... Glad im your friend.lol:D Take Care Matt

 

[brodes]

Its funny how we do what we are trained to do and feel bad about it, I respond to conditions that I was trained to respond to, but afterwards I hate myself even more, my wife tells me I'm a good man and only if I could see this everything would be ok. Thats hard when I know what I have done in the past will always be there I judge myself on those things I have done, once I had civilian morals and I even dreamed of being the perfect paramedic(stupid). My demons will never let me attain that goal, but I can only hope I can do enough to learn to live with the true me.

Hey there Nomedic1, dont be to harsh on yourself mate,ive done some bad things in my life to buddy, but if you can recognize those things that you did ,i think that is a positive step to self recovery, weather it was wrong or weather it was right,at least you can see the way now, am i making sense.Far as your wife saying you are a good person , well com on mate we all no there always right...........so that means you are a good person.:)Take Care keep ya chin up mate. Matt:D

 

[willis williams]

Matt it won't do any good he says that shit all the time he must be the wanker.:p No we've been trying to tell him to cut himself some slack for a while and he still kicks the shit out of himself.

Nomedic1, how you been? Hows the family? Has the weather been good? enough questions. You are a good man how many lives have you saved? You don't seem the sort to beat you wife. You probably pay you taxes, workhard at life. Shit I've read your posts and posted back. I'm telling you your wife was right about good man but all the fairy dust be OK I don't see that one.If you can tell yourself mentally by going over all the good you've done and are doing each day that you are a good man not perfect but good it might catch on. Take care brother quit kickin your own ass. TEX

 

[nomedic1]

It's hell of a lot easier to kick my own ass Tex. I tend to start getting a foot up and then those damn voices in my head tell me I don't deserve it better people have died, while I carry on, don't they say only the good die young???. I guess I'm having another self pity day just ignore me.

 

[Jimmy1]

nomedic, I am hearing you mate and all of us here understand as well.
Guilt is one of the biggest problems. I had a certain major issue which I still feel guilty of from time to time.
But mate, if you don't deal with the major issue that is causing you to feel that way, it will chew you up and spit you out.

Something I have told you before but will tell you again.

'You can't change the past, and worrying about the future will only ruin the present'.

And another of my favorites, 'Get busy living, or get busy dieing'

We are all here for you mate when you need us.

Jimmy

 

[brodes]

Tex im &^%$#*& rollin around the floor again mate,you got to stop, or im gona end up with carpet burns bro, f*ck you make me laugh, i might start taking you with a glass of water instead of meds.:p Cheers Matt

 

[brodes]

Hey Nomedic1 , Jimmys right mate ,try & stop kickin ya self mate, i started that on this site & a few of the guys pulled me up in a nice way, mate i never got to go o/s, & it was eating me up pretty bad, felt a little left out like i had not done my job, but i know i wore the uniform for ten years & did the best i could at my job.[Medic] but had my traumas with in country, actually i will tell you. My good friend who was also a medic was having some problems, being his wife left him, so i went around to his house to see if he was ok,just as i knocked on door,the silly bugger shot himself dead,so i kick myself sometimes that i was'nt quicker getting through that f*ckin door,but ive got to learn ,even if i got through that door,he would of probally done it some other time, dont know weather im making sense here. So i think im saying nomedic1 whats done is done,thats it cant go back and correct it as much as we would like to, so be kind to your self mate. We all care about you mate & and we are here for you. Stay stong. Matt

 

[brodes]

Hey jimmy need some more yo momma jokes:D