Getting Better

[soom39]

I am here to get better because I have C-PTSD. I am going through a pretty difficult time in life and I think I will make it through this period. I am here but "not here", because I am extremely shy. My therapist gives me hope because she is positive about my chances of success in this difficult period, so I think I will make it.

 

[TLight]

Welcome to the forum and you are in the right place for tons of support on the journey. We know how difficult it is and congrats on doing your work.

 

[Mary]

I'm sorry you're having such a difficult time, and I'm glad to hear you have an upbeat counselor. They are positioned to see what is hard for us to see in the deepest of our dark times.

Mary

 

[Mary]

Just checking in on how you're hanging in. You're on my mind.

Mary

 

[soom39]

Thank you for asking. I just have to say that I feel like it's not safe to answer that question here, as well as I feel rejected by people who I thought cared about me or might have anyway. Sometimes you just think you have people figured out, and think they care, when the reality is they just don't and never really did, and can't really be bothered to. The desire that some people, and even groups of people, have to bask in ignorance rather than reaching out in support for a fellow human being, is truly astounding at times.

Sorry for the cryptic post, I just need to be alone now. Thanks for the support though.

 

[Mary]

Sure is shocking.

Ok, I hear you on alone.

I'll keep you in my thoughts.

Mary