Getting there, can anyone relate?

[Finchlet2]

After a prolonged revenge attack I ended up pregnant by one of the perpetrators, I lived for the ensuing years terrified they'd find me and my daughter, gave birth to her completely alone in an abandoned sand quarry lived of the grid in self built benders in the middle of nowhere because I felt it was our only chance of staying safe from them( the small matter of putting a bit sea in between me and dem being the initial step I took). We had to move site and got stuck in a unfamiliar village one eve and my torch was dead so I made a really stupid decision to bunk up with my daughter who was almost two in a public toilet as it was past eleven so no one would lock us in and she had her princess pop up and inflatable lilo and I had a yoga mat which I placed at the door to her little tent. There wasn't a lock on the inside of the toilet but it was just for a few hours the air was not too bad in that toilet and I had no intention of dozing off.. Only I must have because I awoke to my leg being smashed between the concrete wall and the door, I cried out in pain but quickly muted myself realising there was an aging smelly man, dressed in work type cloths but in a state to have been out for time and he reeked I watch his eyes and realise he has no idea my daughter is fast asleep so no her princess den behind us, he must just have thought that was my shit not that he even seemed to glance that way he was to busy staring at me like prey I moved to stand up he dived at me I'm back on the floor with his weight and smelly flab crush my lungs so I can't suck in any air he must have weighed about 15,16 stone, I wriggle one hand free and started jabbing him in the neck with my thumb to which he responded by kneeling his entire weight on my hands I muffled my cry determined not to wake Bracken up I vomited hot shaky I know what's going to happen and I know how much its going to hurt cos I've been here before I can't write the rest this isn't even what this post was going to be on it just came out and now I want it to go away. I will post on this thread the original topic that bought this crap up once I've talked myself down lol

 

[littleoc]

Take your time :hug: