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JEKBreatheandBelieve
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Thank you everyone. Your support means so much! I am finally allowing myself to begin to feel proud of myself not just about this but other things as they come. I am learning it's okay to be hurt and be strong at the same time. I had some side effects to the latest medication I was trying out and ended up in the ER this weekend. I missed my first day back to school (today) and felt like I was such a failure. But I had skills now and I helped talk myself out of that. I couldn't control those side effects. I couldn't plan foresee that happening (though it was something I was worried would happen). But today I feel so much better and I am excited about returning to school tomorrow. I know the parents are upset with me and the students were disappointed, but I also know that I am excited and I am strong, and I am ready to be going back and I just have to hope the parents will regain their trust and I know the students will be happy and we'll get back into our routine quickly. I know I still have a long road of healing ahead of me, but for now I am staying strong and holding onto the hard work I did in the PHP.
