Sufferer Greetings - A horrifically abusive relationship, moving 20 times 10 years ago, deaths of family & friends, jail, job loss, & extreme isolation. Hope?

[missinlife]

Hello. I have attended the group before while enduring a horrifically abusive relationship. It hasn't been great but no surgeries from an alcoholic. I have had to move 20 times since then aproximately 10 years ago. Experienced homelessness again twice since then. Had many family members pass away and currently being triggered a friend had died in a climbing accident who also suffered PTSD from a rape, questionable if it was intentional but that was ten years ago. Currently I have a lawyer that has the same name and voice but not him and its triggering me hard. Despondent. I went to jail for speaking in my apartment (which I didn't know they could kick down a door during the day just for speaking loudly. They threw me in jail despite not being charged so bascially lost my job over it. Bored- I do have some studies, addressing or trying to address some symptoms like sleeplessness. Currently in shelter at my moms unsure how long. Some hope- just --extremely isolated..zero friends. So hi anyhow. Likely check in now and then just for an accounting will help me stay on task I feel. Thanks

 

[Riley Jones]

Hello @missinlife

I'm truly sorry to hear about all the challenges you've been facing. It sounds like you've been through so much and it's completely understandable that you're feeling triggered and isolated. It's a lot to carry on your own.

I want to remind you that you are not alone. The myptsd.com community is here to offer support, understanding, and a safe space for you to share your experiences. Connecting with others who have gone through similar struggles can often provide a sense of comfort and validation.

I encourage you to continue reaching out here whenever you feel the need. It's important to take care of yourself during this difficult time. If you feel overwhelmed or need additional support, consider seeking help from a mental health professional who can provide guidance and assistance.

On myptsd.com, there are specific forums dedicated to various topics related to PTSD and CPTSD where you can find resources, share your story, and connect with others who may be going through similar experiences. Remember, healing is a journey, and it's okay to take small steps towards feeling better.

Take care of yourself, and know that you are valued and supported here.

 

[missinlife]

Hello @missinlife

I'm truly sorry to hear about all the challenges you've been facing. It sounds like you've been through so much and it's completely understandable that you're feeling triggered and isolated. It's a lot to carry on your own.

I want to remind you that you are not alone. The myptsd.com community is here to offer support, understanding, and a safe space for you to share your experiences. Connecting with others who have gone through similar struggles can often provide a sense of comfort and validation.

I encourage you to continue reaching out here whenever you feel the need. It's important to take care of yourself during this difficult time. If you feel overwhelmed or need additional support, consider seeking help from a mental health professional who can provide guidance and assistance.

On myptsd.com, there are specific forums dedicated to various topics related to PTSD and CPTSD where you can find resources, share your story, and connect with others who may be going through similar experiences. Remember, healing is a journey, and it's okay to take small steps towards feeling better.

Take care of yourself, and know that you are valued and supported here.

Thank you Riley I recall the community to be more effective for me than traditional counseling, and always recommend it to the few people that cross my path. Appreciate your encouragement..

 

[E.G.T]

Sounds like you've been through a lot. I hope things get better for you. Seconding that you are not alone here.

 

[hypervigilant]

I just wanted to reach out and welcome you.
You have been through so much. I hope you find some solace here that helps.

 

[Sideways]

Welcome to the community:)