Guilt After Flashbacks?

[alittlelostatsea]

Does anyone else feel intense guilt after having a flashback? I don't get angry flashbacks- I just isolate myself and breakdown and cry. So I don't really have anything to really feel guilty about. I just feel bad that I am not stable. I want to be stable for the people who love me. I want to be reliable for the people who love me. And I feel so hopeless feeling like this disease prevents me from achieving that.

I'm not really looking for answers, I just want to know if anyone else can relate.

 

[Carmen J. Brown]

Yeah, I feel you.

 

[Captain Proton]

I feel guilty for feeling...
But I am human, I'm supposed to feel...
But as a child, I was never allowed to feel...
But I am grown now...
But it is how I have always been...
But I am free to feel now...
But I don't know what to do with it...
But it becomes increasingly more difficult to suppress it...
But it takes a life all its own...
But I don't deserve to feel and not have control of it...
But it comes out anyway...
?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?????!!!!!!

 

[Friday]

I just feel bad that I am not stable. I want to be stable for the people who love me. I want to be reliable for the people who love me

Very much so.