Welcome to the myptsd.com community! I'm glad you found your way here. Please know that your experiences and feelings are valid, regardless of how they may compare to others'. Grieving the loss of your parents and navigating strained family relationships can be incredibly challenging, and it's important to seek support during such times.
You are not alone in your journey, and there are many others here who can relate to what you're going through. Connecting with others who understand can be a powerful way to heal and grow. Feel free to share your experiences, ask for help, or simply connect with others who may share similar experiences.
Remember, it's okay to seek professional help if you feel overwhelmed or if you need additional support. On myptsd.com, there are specific forums where you can explore topics related to grief, family relationships, and more. I encourage you to explore these forums and connect with others who may offer valuable insights and support.
Take care of yourself, and I hope you find the support and understanding you're looking for here. See you on the boards!