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Survivor2Thriver
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You just put your head up and march into that office and show yourself how strong and resilent you are. Once you are there you can express your fear about discussing the trauma, as others have said.
That is exactly what I tried to do! My therapist is great. She somehow sensed I'm a meltdown waiting to happen. How I don't know..I'm a very strong calm natured woman. She's stressing to take it slow. We've covered grounding. Ice helps. I can catch my thoughts and focus my energy on a canvas. MOST HELPFUL! Problem is one memory triggers another memory. It's to overwhelming to find words. Mainly because the new memories have unlocked the existing memories. It's a horrific picture. I'm in the shock and disbelief stage. We've used pinterest. She has an idea through pictures. I get disappointed in myself for getting upset. It's most unsettling your body has the ability to relive the abuse and once it takes over..there's no stopping that one! Most frightening. Ohh I'm going to get through this! I'm just trying to avoid a total meltdown in the process.!