thejoyprovider
New Here
I am coming out with my problem and my past.
Since I have move out and living on my own, a storm of memories and flashback came back in.
I slowly start to wake up from the sleep I have been for so many years and see the truth as it is. And is not pleasant as my childhood years were filled with pain, anger, hate and possibly rape.
However I find very relieving the thought that it was not my fault actually. I was a young unprotected boy that happened to be in the middle of all the trouble.
What I find interesting is that so many stories in here are so similar the more I read in the forum.
Since I have move out and living on my own, a storm of memories and flashback came back in.
I slowly start to wake up from the sleep I have been for so many years and see the truth as it is. And is not pleasant as my childhood years were filled with pain, anger, hate and possibly rape.
However I find very relieving the thought that it was not my fault actually. I was a young unprotected boy that happened to be in the middle of all the trouble.
What I find interesting is that so many stories in here are so similar the more I read in the forum.