Hi, I am new here. I have read a lot of posts and forums and this seems like a very nice place. I feel like I am floating alone in a life raft. Sometimes I just do not care if it sinks. But then I paddle and paddle hoping to see land. I have PTSD but mine would be more like CPTSD ..... I am afraid of everything every minute of the day. Everything that moves, every sound I hear. I look forward to reading from people who understand what I am going through, and from reading what supporters write so that I can see their perspective, which will help me see myself from their point of view. Everyone needs to be strong and be supportive!!!