Sufferer Hi I'm Bigmamma Survivor Of Severe Childhood Abuse And Complex Ptsd

[bigmamma]

I'm a survivor of extreme childhood abuse and torture also SRA surviver and spiritual abuse.

I have extreme depression suicidal a lot D.I.D anxiety and panic disorder severe trauma, extreme complex ptsd I hear voices, mood and behavioral disorder. I'm a self harmer but been clean almost 6 months.

I'm an addict got 5 months clean, been sober almost a year and have an eating disorder that's pretty much under control.

I have no therapist, can't find one who will take me.

Anyways that's me in a nutshell glad to meet you.

 

[KP the nut]

Hi and welcome to the forum.

SRA surviver

Please could you explain what SRA is?

 

[BloomInWinter]

It's Satanic Ritual Abuse.

(((((((((bigmama)))))))) < that is a hug.

I'm sorry for all you've endured and the suffering you still carry.

Welcome to the forum. May you find comfort, compassion, healing, and hope here. You are not alone.

 

[MagiLisu]

Welcome to the forum.

 

[commonsensebaby]

Hi bigmamma, I'm new too.

 

[Deleted member 18514]

Sorry I am not good at conversations when I don't know people, but wanted to say hello.

Well done on getting clean and sober, and with the ED.

That is mega, may I ask how old you are?

As I am a recovering alcoholic and early day into recovery from ED, so I understand the battle there.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Hello and welcome to the forum. :)

 

[Hashi]

I'm so sorry for what you've been through, and that you can't find a therapist who'll take you. It sounds like you've done amazingly well on your own, to get clean and sober and manage the self harm urges and eating disorder. I'm sorry you still have so much that you're having to deal with.

Welcome to the forum.