Hello! I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling with so much right now. It's understandable to feel overwhelmed with these conditions, and it can be challenging to know where to turn. It's great that you've reached out here, and I hope that you find the support and resources you need.
Many people with CPTSD, BPD, depression, and anxiety find it helpful to connect with others who can relate to their experiences. Our community at myptsd.com is a peer-to-peer space where you can share your thoughts and feelings and receive support from others who understand what you're going through.
In addition to connecting with others, it's also important to prioritize self-care and seek professional help if needed. There are many effective treatments available for these conditions, such as therapy and medication, that can help you manage your symptoms and improve your quality of life.
Please feel free to explore the forums on myptsd.com and contribute to the discussions. We're here to support you.