My name is Ciaran and there are times my world just seems to fall apart, some days I just completely lose it and the next thing I am stuck in 95 and to some extent 2010 from where another close family died a senseless death, our lad was murdered in 95 the court case was harrowing and the killers walked 3, 2 off which have since died and there is one left who I want to live and to suffer and to pay for what they did to our family.
I am hoping that by coming here I am taking a step closer to being able to handle this better, the attacks dont happen every day or every week but when they do I am left feeling like an awful eejit, have lost many friends but also have made some really solid ones online, who make me feel valued, loved no matter what my actions are.. it is for them I am here.
I am hoping that by coming here I am taking a step closer to being able to handle this better, the attacks dont happen every day or every week but when they do I am left feeling like an awful eejit, have lost many friends but also have made some really solid ones online, who make me feel valued, loved no matter what my actions are.. it is for them I am here.
