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[FallenAngelJJD]

Hi everyone. I'm jess, I'm 19 from MA. I have Ptsd Depression & anxiety. I've been abused since I was 7-16yrs old, and recently 18 yrs old by an ex bf. The socail anxiety, and dissociation from day to day is unbearable. I go to therapy and was hospitilized in November. I feel way better than I have in the past. I currently just feel extremely alone, and that no one understands me. I just don't know what will make me feel better

 

[Phenioxrising]

The only way for someone to understand you, is to open up and talk/write/art about your abuse and other things you've experienced in your life. Sorry if I seem to be pushing my views on you. get a feel for the forum, and once you feel safe enough to share your story, go for it.

 

[FallenAngelJJD]

No you are not being pushy.. no one else is replying. So I'm happy you are :).. and its tough to share obvs. But eventually I will

 

[Girl3]

Don't worry about what and when to share. Having to tell your your story when you aren't ready to do so can hurt you all over again. There is a season for everything, and you will know when it is time. Likewise, only share with whom you want to share - don't ever feel someone else deserves your story.

Sometimes reading what other people write can open your eyes and heart to the fact that you are not alone. Your story is unique to you, but the story of personal trauma is as old as mankind.

I hope you find what you need here. Wishing you much comfort and discovery.

 

[FallenAngelJJD]

Thanks that means a lot

 

[timid_flower]

Hi Jess, welcome to the forum :)

I can relate on how lonely PTSD can be. You've come to the right place, there is a lot of support here.

Best wishes.

 

[FallenAngelJJD]

Yea thanks

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Hello and welcome to the forum. :)

 

[Nicolette]

obvs.

Hi Jess

Would you kindly explain what 'obvs' means thank you and avoid sms talk and abbreviations. [DLMURL]https://www.ptsdforum.org/c/threads/use-of-text-speak-and-abbreviations-when-posting.30234/[/DLMURL]

Thank you

 

[FallenAngelJJD]

It means obviously

 

[Abstract]

Hi Jess,
Welcome here and well done for sharing what you have experienced. That can be hard. I am sorry that happened to you.

I wish you healing.

 

[FallenAngelJJD]

Thankss