I know almost nothing about Harry Potter, but the references to the wizard of oz - I have recently come to describe my dissociative states as being like going back and forth between kansas and oz.. in describing flashbacks, I feel like I am whisked away back into the events that traumatized me - and am stuck there and have to fight to find my wayback 'home' - to the 'real' world. The trouble is, those flashbacks (aka, oz) feels just SO much more real to me, and in screaming technicolor. As opposed to being grounded back into my current reality.. I feel f a r less connected and attached to the real world - my experience I'm in, right now - than I do to the ME that I am, in the far more sensory-enriched flashbacks. If that makes any sense. It makes perfect sense to me, to describe it that way, bc my emotional investment is all tied up in 'way back when.' Even when those experiences were, and still are, traumatic. And, when oz intrudes, it's not at all like the drab grayness of 'right now', as I experience it. I hope that doesn't sound TOO crazy.