piratelady
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I am so torn - there is a long period of my teenage years that I don't remember. On one hand I really want to know, it could help explain why I am the way I am now. On the other hand - it's also scary.
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Honestly - Are repressed memories better left repressed? A resounding NO from me! :)
Piratelady....You are so right...whatever happened to you is shaping who you are now. Facing it will help you become the person you want to be. Be brave...hold your head up high because what happened to you wasn't your fault.I am so torn - there is a long period of my teenage years that I don't remember. On one hand I really want to know, it could help explain why I am the way I am now. On the other hand - it's also scary.
I don't want to remember and I pray I never do. My therapist says at this point in my life I am too "fragile" to even think about trying to bring out the memories form the past. A couple of years ago I suffered flashbacks and they cause all kinds of mental and health issues. I just want to keep pushing things under the rug and living as normal a life as I can.
I think I am afraid that once the memories return they will never leave me alone.