Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write

[Givrali]

Moral is low too. I want to go back group home because being in a social place is painfully hard to me right now

 

[Givrali]

As always I joked smiled made puns kidding with people make myself annoying in a childish way

 

[Givrali]

I sais I had fun. I DID had fun.

 

[Givrali]

Being alive is painful as ever its just more comfortable at the moment

 

[Givrali]

My best friend said
One problem at time
But will have enough of a life to solve enough of them to actually living a life?

 

[Givrali]

Feeling desperate today

 

[Givrali]

Ok I HAVE to punish myself. I wouldn't be able to deal with that otherwise. Sorry for everyone reading this. Sorry

 

[Givrali]

Afraid the time I'm back home I can find the courage of psychologically hurting myself

 

[Givrali]

Back

 

[Givrali]

I won't punish myself

 

[Givrali]

Well one can see overeating as self destroying. I don't really agree that what I'm doing right now is self destroying

 

[Givrali]

I'll have to apologize to someone. I went too far by lot. The fact I was autistic exhausted completely stressed as hell doesn't mean I don't have to apologize