Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write

[Givrali]

I didn't think my brother completely f*ck up my life but if he did ?

 

[Givrali]

Well brother you çan take care of papers preparing my moving and acting nice all you want that would never heal what you have done to me

 

[Givrali]

You f*ckING piece of shit you killed a part of me

 

[Givrali]

Something that can't ever be unbreak

 

[Givrali]

I'm a disgusting impostor who just enjoys being pited. It's not as bad I pretend it's. No it's not. Wanted to jump from 3th floor well 4 fir American I think it's just a funny think

 

[Givrali]

They're not nightmare. Nor hypervigilence. Not memories of past

 

[Givrali]

I just pretend to never feel safe. I don't feel that sad. I could handle it if I would stop being difficult. Lot of people imaging themselves jumping from 3th floor that doesn't mean they're suicidal

 

[Givrali]

It's just I prefer pretend over actually take interest in my life.

 

[Givrali]

This red things aren't the reason I'm not jumping. I'm just not suicidal that's it

 

[Givrali]

Ok I'm banned now

 

[Givrali]

Maybe seeing titles is ok ?

 

[Givrali]

I'm deeply exhausted today