Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write

[Givrali]

So I saw my therapist and she was so worried by how exhausted I was she insisted we do 30 minutes instead 1h. I found a way to stay 1h ^^

 

[Dynamic]

My T once said we couldn't talk about something until I rested. I felt like my T was tucking me in. I hope you're feeling better soon Givrali.

 

[Givrali]

My T once said we couldn't talk about something until I rested. I felt like my T was tucking me in. I hope you're feeling better soon Givrali.

She clearly wasn't happy I keep doing the session but I only find a way to keep talking.
Also she was very determined I rest the next 4 days outside obligatory things and the time I'll spend with my cousin Saturday

 

[Givrali]

Too much under stimulated I'm afraid not stimulate myself enough will soon trigger a crisis. I'm afraid stimulating myself could trigger a crisis

 

[Givrali]

Ok I didn't get into a crisis. But I broke all my chances to enter in a group once again

Can I go back to forget I exist by sinking in fiction world again but this time for good ?

 

[Givrali]

I never got a chance and I never will

 

[Givrali]

Where are all these people supposed to help you wen you need them the most ?

Sleeping at bed because it's 1am

 

[Givrali]

....

 

[Givrali]

I mostly wrote

 

[Dynamic]

With you..you're not alone Givrali. My situation is different but messed up enough I can relate.

 

[Givrali]

With you..you're not alone Givrali. My situation is different but messed up enough I can relate.

Finally I didn't broke all my chances. I just panicked but girls of the group seem to still enjoying my presence @Lumos

 

[RVA21]

Glad to hear they are still enjoying your presence