Blondie362
Silver Member
In my first post on here, I wrote about the chance meeting of seeing my evil ex husband in my CBT clinic. since then I have had terrible nightmares, two nights ago I had a dream where he kicked me down the stairs ( this has happened by him in real life)
But in my dream I actually felt him kick me and my whole body flipped forwards so quickly like whip lash that I flicked my back really badly, & I have now pulled all the muscles in my back and ended up on the floor , I must have been on the edge of the bed!
I find that when I am just under when I can feel myself twitching and throwing my arms about, I also thrashed out my arm to the side and broke my table lamp, so the encounter of seeing him again has definitely ignited alot of stuff for me, I am now getting hurt in my sleep which isn't pleasant.
Apparently my OH says I am screaming alot when in a deep sleep, he gently wakes me when I am doing that as I am dripping in sweat and really distressed, then I settle and go back to sleep , its only a couple of hours I am getting a night, so its leaving me totally exhausted during the day.
But in my dream I actually felt him kick me and my whole body flipped forwards so quickly like whip lash that I flicked my back really badly, & I have now pulled all the muscles in my back and ended up on the floor , I must have been on the edge of the bed!
I find that when I am just under when I can feel myself twitching and throwing my arms about, I also thrashed out my arm to the side and broke my table lamp, so the encounter of seeing him again has definitely ignited alot of stuff for me, I am now getting hurt in my sleep which isn't pleasant.
Apparently my OH says I am screaming alot when in a deep sleep, he gently wakes me when I am doing that as I am dripping in sweat and really distressed, then I settle and go back to sleep , its only a couple of hours I am getting a night, so its leaving me totally exhausted during the day.