I got out of an abusive relationship 2 years ago which involved a lot of violence. I have had therapy and tried medications but I still struggle to fall asleep and when I do I wake up from anxiety and panic attacks. I am so tired and my boss has started to complain saying that some weeks I work well, then other weeks I can barely function and I need to get it together. I am terrified to loose my job I need it (I am a waitress but it is very well paid). I don’t know what to do as I feel like I have tried everything and still have the pattern where if I come across a trigger I am back to loosing a lot of sleep. I am just at such a low point and need to find a way to get through this, I can’t afford therapy either at the moment and the waiting lists for nhs are 6-10 months. If anyone has any tips I will be massively grateful.