I almost killed myself yesterday

[JudeWest]

The only reason I didn't was because I didn't know how long it would take to find my body and if my cats would survive that long. It feels like I'm always that baby I was that was locked in a closet. It feels like there's something viscerally wrong with me why do I always get singled out? I don't know what to do here but I don't want to be alone.

 

[Teasel]

My cats kept me around too. Glad you are here.

 

[Movingforward10]

something viscerally wrong with me

There isn’t. It might feel like it is, but it isn’t.

I don't know what to do here but I don't want to be alone.

This is good. Wanting connection. coming on here. Is a drive to be alive.

and if my cats would survive that long.

Any reason to stay alive s a good one.