I Give Up The Fight. I Am At Peace With It

[GrayOwl]

Glad you're still here.

 

[Deleted member 34195]

Glad you're still here.

I am just going to go to sleep. I always tell myself to just sleep this off.........I am just going to eat a small bowl of my fav ice cream and then go to sleep and see if tomorrow is better day. One day at a time...... thanks for reaching out. I am glad you are here too! <3

 

[GrayOwl]

I have problems with people....humanity....too. Cruel species, yes.
I feed birds and critters. I try not to dwell on humanity and where we're going and what we do to everything. It's not pretty.
So I look for positives. Feeding the animals. Service work(to those who actually want it). Nature, walking, gardening, when I can.
Get some sleep. Good idea. I'm logging off too.
Maybe chat again soon....take care.

 

[GrayOwl]

& ice cream - best call ever! :laugh:

 

[Stickler]

The hospital might be worth a shot.
I found the local psych ER pretty okay. I felt safe there.

I also contemplate suicide lots? Even though I take a lot of medication, I have hard-to-manage bipolar depression.

The impulse to kill myself passes, usually in a few days at worst.

 

[Whyteferret]

Just wanted to check in. How are you doing today?

 

[Deleted member 34328]

Hi, I'm new here and am just reading this thread for the first time. I'm trying not to cry, but honestly don't care if I do. Feelings of hopelessness, abandonment and ultimately nothing is worth living for are awful. Beyond depressing. Thank you @Whyteferret for caring enough to check in. @Dylan_Green I truly hope you do come back to this thread.

I have absolutely no wisdom of the ages to offer, no profound insights. I just want you to know that you've been heard. Your pain is real and ok.

 

[Owl girl]

I know you may not like this but there is one more thing you can do. Go to the press. You could name and shame everyone who has let you down and that may finally prompt some action. At first the responses to my case were extremely poor but when I threatened to go to the papers (well a relative threatened on my behalf) that prompted a more satisfactory response.