Having one of those days today. I often get this but it is due to poor physical health mainly - I just stare out my window sometimes and wish more than anything somebody who understood me would just offer a gentle day out, I just want to laugh, relax, smile.. I've lost literally all my friends and it feels horrid, but it's just life right now and oneday it will get better. When I am well enough I will make the effort to find people like myself that I can take away from those grey days and offer a day out like I always wished for myself.