Relationship I really feel i am going under...

[Sunshine71]

Dear friends

I really feel I am going under.... the chest pains are not going away... I feel anxious whenever I see my hubby .... things are not improving.... I just don't know what to do.
Hubbys work has dried up a lot.... this is really upsetting him... so I am the breadwinner.... well I have been for years..... he wont sleep in the bed with me.... he is so distant.... I tried to be brave and link his arm... he shrugged it away.

He hates me and is so ill. Everything seems to be getting worse.

And I have to put on a brave face and talk with my client in half and hour - and do my radio show tonight. I did it last week not knowing where my hubby was and with him not knowing who I was when I called him........
Came back to the front door wide open and his car driven into to bush on the front drive... and him face down on the bed with clothes and shoes on.

Just don't know where to turn and we are both burnt out trying to get through it all.

People who know me would ever dream I would be going through such hell. I am bubbly and positive... but inside I have died.

With tears, Sunshine x

 

[LuckiLee]

I'm with you. My guy is in a bad place right now too. He woke up and put his fist through the wall. His stress is monumental! No advice. Just know you're not alone.

XO

 

[Sunshine71]

Thanks LuckiLee.... wishing you love and positivity too xxx

 

[Freida]

I'm so sorry...

 

[LuckiLee]

Hey Sunshine, is your hubby in therapy?


This is my guy with therapy and meds. His stress is at an all time high right now. Once we handle a few personal issues we should be right as rain again. It's just gonna be about a month. In the meantime we're communicating as best we can.

Sending peace and quiet your way!

 

[Louski]

Sending love and light @Sunshine71. Xx

 

[Mytime]

Sending support and hugs (hug)