I don't want to tell my whole story on an introduction thread. I have severe BiPolar and PTSD. I was beaten until I couldn't breath as a child by my Stepmother. I was gang raped at 13 and the cops and schools helped cover it up. I had to ex boyfriends who tried multiple times to kill me and almost succeeded a few of them. My nightmares get bad and I have a general lack of confidence. I can't handle when people scream at me. I try to help others. I ran a Mental Health group on Facebook for years because I know we need each other. I'm a good listener too. Don't ever despair alone. If you need to talk to someone, hit me up.