I want my therapist inside of me

[Scarlet13]

This is a beautiful post and I soooo get it. It really resonates with me and you wrote of your deep desi...

Wow, thanks for your words. They helped me. I think my post really is coming out of my therapy experience. My t has always felt like she is "getting inside" of me and then extracting the trauma. She says that I need a relationship with her to heal the relational trauma. I do not know her in real life, but if I did know more about her then it would hurt the process.
As I have said before other T's who have done more cbt approaches manifested as a conscience or a voice. My T specializes in healing at the root cause. I think this is truly wonderful and I feel less shame after your words. And also after posting it here. I am glad I did, though I wish I had titled it somewhat differently, oh well. That title is how I feel.

 

[deeplyloved]

I'm thinking of you and wondering if you have had this conversation yet with your therapist. I hope it was affirming and validating!

 

[Scarlet13]

Well, no. I am struggling with major attachment issues. I am talking about this with her. I actually miss where I was at in this thread. I liked what I was thinking here. It is ultimately about wanting to be healed from the inside out. This was more of a secure position. Now I am feeling very insecure and am trying to work through that.

 

[Scarlet13]

I did not talk about this with her yet. I hope I will get to soon. I am to insecure right now.