If I Could I Would..

[Anrish]

Sleeeep...

 

[Teasel]

Arrange for a bird to poop on the head of the old man who (on a meditation forum and having had no previous interaction with me) sent me a friend request and a message saying

In mutual admiration

:inpain:

 

[Ronin]

Get properly paid.

Aside of, write trauma & nonsense out in a way that isn't fragments an triple censored version of what happened / why it's a mess / why letting go is something I'm working on but can't so on-suggestion nor on demand.

 

[expectingbetter]

Make it to less hurt

 

[Anrish]

Fight my fear concerning painting.

 

[expectingbetter]

Get back in the past, 6 years ago, and do what was better to do

 

[Chiqui]

I would say NO

 

[Anrish]

Stay close to the mountains - forever.

 

[Teasel]

Talk with others who've been through what I've been through. A lot.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Own another dog.

 

[user44376]

Have a female presence in my life. I miss it. It was good balance. A viewpoint I need.

Too bad I’m simply unable to be close to anyone at the moment.

 

[Anrish]

Be more trustful.