I'm feeling suicidal a bit

[recoveringfromptsd]

Tears sometimes have a cleansing effect on some of our pain. I am glad you got some form of release.

 

[Changing4Best]

My pastor is hopefully coming tomorrow to talk with me after I get home from job training. That should help. She usually has a good affect on me, unless her kids start demanding her attention. That is why I have asked her to come to my house (also to save phone minutes). This way I get her undivided attention. The other day our conversation was cut short by her needing to go tend to her kids. That always bums me out and it has happened several times when I have called her, hence my asking her to come to my home. I know she is a mom and all, but sometimes I have to think of my needs first and not always just allow folks to do things their way. This is especially true when I am in dire need, which I think I am.