I'm Pissed Off Due To Hypocrisy That Runs In My Family!!!!

[J_trustno1]

I'm really really really mad today :banghead::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad:.

Yes, it's about my "family" again! I even hate the word "family", ARGH!!!!!

Here is the deal. My mother and father have this strange relationship where they are still married but don't live together. This relationship is only there for socitial and cultural reasons where there is no respect, love or trust. They hate each other. f*ckING morons!!!!

My bastard father lives in India, does his job and looks after his old mother. About 11 months ago my parents had an argument over the phone about some relatives. So they haven't spoken to each other for the last 11 months. There are huge ego issues.

My eccentric mother believes her problems are problems while to hell with others. She wouldn't want to see my father's side of the family just because of that argument and she thinks her "EGO" is more important. I can understand this.

HOWEVER, the problem does NOT stop here. She would want me to invite her ASSHOLE brother and sisters and pedophile brother-in-law who molested me at 9 to my future events. According to her, her family is "CLOSE" while my father's side is far away from her and she would NOT wish to see them due to that argument. Only one f*cking argument. This woman is happy to tolerate her f*cked up dysfunctional relatives and would wish to have them at my events despite the torture I went through as a kid!!! WTF is wrong with this woman!!!!

I am NOW certain, that my childhood abuse happened because my own f*ckING mother was a coward and she let her narcissistic bastard brother force me into childhood labor, allowed her bitch sisters to emotionally, verbally and physically abuse me. The pedophile brother-in-law gets away after molesting me.

According to HER, her family is PERFECT despite all the abuse I had to go through!!!!!!! :mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead::banghead:

Lastly, I'm NOT saying my father is normal either! He's a psychopath who tried killing me at 10 and tried forcing suicide on my mother while growing up! He verbally and emotionally abused me all my childhood, teenage and adult life that I have boycotted him forever now!

 

[Ghostybear73]

It's rough when you are in such a toxic environment. Is there anyway to get out of your mothers house and get your own place where you can then wipe your hands of the toxicity?

 

[Jnean]

your post makes me mad at your family damn it! I want you to boycott them all. That's awful and I say do what you know is best for you when it comes to future events. I am really sorry that you didn't have anyone to protect you.

 

[shimmerz]

I say get rid of the lot of them.

 

[J_trustno1]

Thanks @Ghostybear73 , @Jnean and @shimmerz .

I am looking for jobs outside this city. I am sick of this place anyway so it's best I leave this city for good because all the abuse happened here and I hate every single bit of this city. I've lived here for far too long now. It's about time I leave. No more of this nonsense.

 

[Noxy]

I'm really really really mad today :banghead::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad:.

Yes, it's ab...

The dysfunction in your family makes me feel better about my own I also have PTSD and have had to remove my family from my life it's not an easy decision and there's a lot of pain and being an intentional orphan but it's easier to be alone and moral and it is to be surrounded by immoral people and I'm not lonely. Having been molested by my stepfather my mother felt it was okay to overlook what was being done to me because she needed the money and or cigarettes. I have one sister who is his biological daughter who denies that he ever molested me and a brother who is violent and in and out of mental institutions both of them have a proclivity to criminal behavior despite the fact that I was the one that was abused. Sexually , I am more well adjusted and better off than they are they grew up to steal money from there mother with a neurological disease and I became responsible for my mother's finances despite the fact that she had no problem selling my innocence I never received an apology and most of my family doesn't believe what happened to me despite the fact that I was hurt the way I was I still went into debt to help out my sick mother I also believe that my mother had PTSD however she was never treated for or diagnosed she was molested by her own father as were all of the girls in her family so it's also multigenerational PTSD and those people who don't have PTSD either cope with illegal drugs alcohol or prescription medication he abuse that my family has experience has turned them all into awful unsympathetic criminals and now for my life now it's lonely sometimes I would rather be alone and and have some semblance of sanity then be around the insane people who will definitely compromise my sanity and it sounds like you're in a similar situation which makes me feel alot better about my own situation I think you'd be better off removing those negative awful mentally ill people just because they're sick does not mean you have to be the one to fix them. The only way to take away the power they have over you is to remove them from your life so you don't have the triggers of what they've done to you. Hugs and sympathy