itgetsreal
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Ive been diagnosed with PTSD for many years. Im a 23 year old female. My boyfriend of 3 years, my son, and I are staying at my dads. My bf is a drug addict and we fight a lot. My dad is abusive and so is my boyfriend. I feel trapped and have panic attacks. I have emotional outbursts and a lot of problems controlling my anger. My dad is over involved in my life and very hostile. Im criticized and yelled at on a daily basis. When my boyfriend leaves he wants to take the baby but I wont let him so he calls his parents over and everyone including my dad is ganging up on me and im crying..its just a mess. I feel highly oppressed he took my son back to his parents and says I can see him tomorrow. Hes condescending and narcissistic and I do all of the taking care of my son like waking up, Changing, preparing meals, bathing, ,,playing. A toddler is a lot of work. Please tell me im not crazy. Last night I came home from a class and the baby was crying and I made a comment about him being neglectful and he attacked me and started hitting me. My dad too. I panicked and ran outside yelling and the cops ended up coming. So everyone is mad at me for acting out and having the cops come. and he is saying im not stable and he wants to stay st his parents with my son and he is not even someone I trust with my son. Hes selfish and does drugs. He cant do jt by himsf. He forgets he was just tling me how he needs to change because I caught him doing them and also cheating on me and now after last night the only thing anyonecares about is how I was out of control.
