Lullaby_Blue
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Hey,
I am Lullaby_Blue. I found this site on a google search for ptsd. I have been officially dealing with a diagnosis of ptsd as of 2012, but I have suffered with it for much longer. Trauma, has been a constant in my life, whether it be from sexual abuse, or horrifying trauma I have witnessed.
I deal with a whole bunch of stuff and pain and there have been times when I was a teen when suicide seemed like the right decision. But as a survivor of abuse and all that crap, I know for fact, that suicide is never the right decision. EVER.
It's hard to imagine life different than the moment you are dealing with right now. But it will get better, may take months or years. I am in the years department. YAY! Not. lol. I chose the word in title of Other, because I am a sufferer and a supporter.
life is tough for me as of right now, I haven't been sleeping well, and my sleep is mixed up. I sleep during day and am awake at night. My eating ranges from binging to lack of appetite. Mood wise right now, I am not happy, more bordering depression and apathy mixed with a numb anger.
So yeah. That is me. Lullaby_Blue.
I am Lullaby_Blue. I found this site on a google search for ptsd. I have been officially dealing with a diagnosis of ptsd as of 2012, but I have suffered with it for much longer. Trauma, has been a constant in my life, whether it be from sexual abuse, or horrifying trauma I have witnessed.
I deal with a whole bunch of stuff and pain and there have been times when I was a teen when suicide seemed like the right decision. But as a survivor of abuse and all that crap, I know for fact, that suicide is never the right decision. EVER.
It's hard to imagine life different than the moment you are dealing with right now. But it will get better, may take months or years. I am in the years department. YAY! Not. lol. I chose the word in title of Other, because I am a sufferer and a supporter.
life is tough for me as of right now, I haven't been sleeping well, and my sleep is mixed up. I sleep during day and am awake at night. My eating ranges from binging to lack of appetite. Mood wise right now, I am not happy, more bordering depression and apathy mixed with a numb anger.
So yeah. That is me. Lullaby_Blue.
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