Welcome to the forum Gabrielle,
oh yes, when it first starts to make sense, it can be a bit like disconnecting from the matrix, or like being a character in a Philip K Dick story.
I've found excellent support here, far more than i usually find in meat space, and yeah, family... My old mum is the only family member I've told, and she doesn't really have any framework to fit the concept into, her attempts to help are usually well meaning and usually totally unwelcome.