Those of you who work in the USA's K-12 system, I'm worried about being forced into medical retirement at age 39, due not to PTSD, but because of the development of chronic Shingles into chronic, progressive Ophthalmologic Herpes Zoster (Shingles that live in both eyes).
This disease can become progressive and cause blindness; permanent, debilitating pain that prevents sleep, eating or concentration; loss of eyelashes; and, paralysis of the eyes, when one eye drops and slides to the side. So it's more disabling than regular Shingles, which is bad enough.
Stress levels and nutritional deficits are implicated, as is other immunodeficiency causes. I will need to be tested for an underlying immune system compromising disease, to rule out the terminal illnesses and related illnesses, Epstein Barre that make me tired and run down enough for Shingles to be continual.
If working is making the Shingles so much worse and will lead to blindness, pain, and further disability, I would like to pursue medical retirement if I could collect enough benefits to survive, but as a 2nd year teacher, who spent 10 years working in higher ed in other state, I don't know what my options are. I need to check on which insurance I signed up for this January. I think I'd have a hard time getting SSD, without proof of the pain part already set in. Obviously, I don't want the disease to progress to the point when people are killing themselves due to the pain.
I can pursue the Shingles vaccination, and will be asking to try that if they will allow it in a 39 year old, but I don't know that it would be indicated, since my blood tests show that I am already "immune" in high numbers, and I doubt the vaccine would work since it appears I already have immunity. My Dr. can't figure out why my blood shows I'm immune but yet constantly getting Zoster.
I did get Mononucleosis in 2008, and Shingles has been a more regular problem for me since then. He thinks that I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and PTSD which are making my immune system vulnerable to Shingles. Again, if I can prove with blood tests that I have this set of ongoing problems, will that be enough to get me disability in USA so that I can quit working?
Any advice appreciated.
This disease can become progressive and cause blindness; permanent, debilitating pain that prevents sleep, eating or concentration; loss of eyelashes; and, paralysis of the eyes, when one eye drops and slides to the side. So it's more disabling than regular Shingles, which is bad enough.
Stress levels and nutritional deficits are implicated, as is other immunodeficiency causes. I will need to be tested for an underlying immune system compromising disease, to rule out the terminal illnesses and related illnesses, Epstein Barre that make me tired and run down enough for Shingles to be continual.
If working is making the Shingles so much worse and will lead to blindness, pain, and further disability, I would like to pursue medical retirement if I could collect enough benefits to survive, but as a 2nd year teacher, who spent 10 years working in higher ed in other state, I don't know what my options are. I need to check on which insurance I signed up for this January. I think I'd have a hard time getting SSD, without proof of the pain part already set in. Obviously, I don't want the disease to progress to the point when people are killing themselves due to the pain.
I can pursue the Shingles vaccination, and will be asking to try that if they will allow it in a 39 year old, but I don't know that it would be indicated, since my blood tests show that I am already "immune" in high numbers, and I doubt the vaccine would work since it appears I already have immunity. My Dr. can't figure out why my blood shows I'm immune but yet constantly getting Zoster.
I did get Mononucleosis in 2008, and Shingles has been a more regular problem for me since then. He thinks that I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and PTSD which are making my immune system vulnerable to Shingles. Again, if I can prove with blood tests that I have this set of ongoing problems, will that be enough to get me disability in USA so that I can quit working?
Any advice appreciated.
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