enough, I think we have all had to make a choice and pick the lesser of 2 evils, I know I have felt that at times. No pitiful you, its ok to acknowledge that it SUCKS sometimes. I notice people working in hot sun or wet cold temps outside and wonder how they do that everyday, I dont think I could. I see others who work their butts off and still struggle. So I do acknowledge that my life is really easy right now, but it hasn't always been for sure. While I have certain benefits, it has had a price of diminishing self worth in some ways. (No paycheck, no purpose, loss of goals). Thats my choice though, its a trade off, but it is a choice. Even when both choices stink, we have options, and knowing that can be empowering as well.